2 Paths in life... which to take? Really need help. ):?

it seems to me that you think these two path are incompatible with each other, as if your desire for hot guys and a healthy relationship with your family is irreconcilable. but i have found a perfect solution, find a shemale not the ones who looks like a man in a skirt, but ones that u find in porn who at first glance is indistinguishable from that of a real female. that he-she possesses the big cock that u secretly craves, and can act as a front for your family. and when it comes to your baby. u can just make up some story about her infertility and adopt one just as you whould when you are living in california with your hot guy friend