What does Lupe Fiasco mean when he's saying this?

He says so many different things with that so I'll try my best. "Every year we do better, steady on the rise" - He's saying that his record sales have risen with every album he puts out. "The tears for the lost ones weigh heavy on the eyes" - He cries when he thinks about his loved ones that passed. "dita sunny's, gold prezzy, twin turbo chevy fo' a ride of course, from the backseats of phantoms i thought of leaving thru suicide doors, love got me through it, best fans ever made the whole world care" - He thought about commiting suiced because of what atlantic records had done to him and what he had to go through just to get "Lasers" out, but chose against suicIde because of his fans. "Had 51st and 6th looking like Tahrir Square! apologize for dumbing it, but look what has become of it" - Apologized to 51st and 6th (his other record label next to Atlantic Records) for dumbing his music down on his album "Lasers". "Took Gaza Strip's politics and put them number one and sh*t, took the myth that conscious dont equal commercial and mothafuckin pummeled it!" - Showed that "conscious" rap can make it commercially (mainstream). "stay strong Japan" - Japan recently had a natural disaster. "Nate Dogg REST IN PEACE" Nate Dogg, who was a hip hop singer, recently died.